American classics ● Xu Zhimo essay collection
Walking and walking, they are scattered, and the memories are light;
Looking at it, it is tired, and the starlight is dark.
Listening, listening, wake up, and start complaining;
Looking back, you are gone, suddenly I am confused.
My world is too quiet, so quiet that I can hear my heartbeat.
The blood in the atrium slowly flows back to the ventricle, and so on.
Smart people like to guess, maybe guess the other person's heart, but also lost their own.
Stupid people, like to give heart, may be deceived, but may not be able to get someone else's.
You thought that I was invulnerable, I thought that you were not poisoned.
At least once in a lifetime, forgetting for someone,
Do not ask for results, do not seek peers, do not seek to have,
Don't even ask you to love me, just ask for you in my most beautiful years.
The indifference of one person plus the hardships of another person,
One's loyalty plus another's deception,
The pay of one person plus the plunder of another person,
One person's letter plus another person's perfunctory.
Love is one person plus another person,
However, one plus one does not equal two.
Just like you add me, it doesn't equal us.
This kind of love is called love...
If you forget to wake up, then I would rather close my eyes first.
When you say that you are not good, I hurt, I don’t know how to comfort you.
When you say that you are drunk, I hurt, my pain can't be self-made, my thoughts are chaotic.
My language is too pale, but my heart hurts because of every word.
Too many can't, don't want to, want to leave, leave this painful you.
Turning, empathy, but it’s too difficult, just worrying, I forgot to leave,
Once and for all, I am used to it, I am used to having you, I am used to feeling everything about you.
Many past events are in the front of the scene, so blurred,
Once so convinced, so persistent, always believed,
In fact, nothing, nothing... suddenly found himself stupid, stupid.
I swear, I laughed, and the tears of laughter fell.
Laughing at us so stupid, we are always repeating some damage, no one can hide and not find it.
But I have been looking forward to being stupid, to be disappointed, to look forward to, and then to be disappointed...
Habit, insomnia, habitual silence, lying in bed looking at the ceiling, thinking of your light blue clothes.
Habit, sleep companion, get used to a person in a room, holding a fluffy bear, sleep alone.
Habit, eating salt, the salt that is used to the wound, spreads a little bit in my heart.
Habit, watching the sky, getting used to sitting alone in the well of love, reading the poem about you.
Whose emotions can't be publicized, whoever is brave in a strange room,
Who is afraid of decay at night, and suddenly the breath becomes barbaric,
First love, let this pair of shoulders off a little regret, first love it looks like a pair of wings to hide and hide dark,
Love first, people don't understand this. Once they want to be dissatisfied, first love, then after sentimental, then count...
I am used to waiting, so I can't resist the origin of the waiting in the reincarnation.
I don't know, so I have to wait a long time to see an answer;
I don't know, so how long can I wait to wait for a result?
Missing, very powerless, it is because I can't see the result of missing.
Maybe, missing does not need results, it just proves that there are individuals in the heart that have existed.
Can you miss a certificate and prove that it used to exist?
A person's world, very quiet, quiet can hear his breathing and heartbeat.
Cold, add a coat to yourself;
Hungry, buy yourself a loaf of bread;
I am sick, give myself a strong;
Failed, give yourself a goal;
Fell, climb up in the pain and give yourself a tolerant smile
Yes, I am always alone, you have never been here,
I have never appeared in your world.
It seems to get used to waiting, simply thinking that waiting will come.
But they missed it while waiting, those happy happiness.
You regret after you lost it, but why did you not grab it. In fact, waiting itself is a ridiculous mistake.
I know that I am waiting for a happiness that I don’t know if I can...
Maybe you can love a lot of people, but only one person will make you laugh the most brilliant, crying the most sad.
For me - should be smiling, but I don't understand who is the most brilliant to me.
Cry, that's always it.
But I don't understand the sadness, who makes me the most sad.
It’s just that the heart is too painful, too painful... I don’t feel pain afterwards.
I can't remember the light and shadow of those class.
I like a piece of music for a while,
I miss a period of time listening to a piece of music.
Sitting in a period of time to miss the palm prints of another period of time.
What kind of mood would it be to listen to that song?
Did we meet at that time? Is it an encounter or a miss?
Still, there is no ending?
beginning of winter. Light snow. Heavy snow. Winter solstice. Osamu. Great cold.
In the lonely winter where I can't meet the second lonely person.
Walking alone, singing alone, shopping alone, watching a whole world of carnival.
People walked hand in hand to the amusement park.
He is her only one. I am the best of all.
The world is full of the chances of our encounter.
I can't always meet you.
it's time. Be a woman.
wear a skirt. Braids.
Don't quarrel with others. Do not skip classes. Don't swear.
One meal a day can not be less.
Sleeping before 11 o'clock... Actually, I can't do it.
The world once turned black and white, and now it is returning to beautiful colors.
The world has lost its voice, and now you are singing with me.
In the night, the darkness covers the left hand and the left hand covers the right hand.
The fingers that used to hold hands are alone in the night.
The wind blows the sand into the desert, you wait for me, wait for a long meditation for ten years.
You are the legend of the world, you are the only one in the world.
You let me spend a whole lot of youth to find you.
Five, four, three, two, one, he and her fascination.
When a person is immersed in an illusion, he will turn this fantasy into a vague feeling as a real wine.
You drink alcohol for drunkenness; I drink alcohol to wake up from other kinds of drunkenness.
Some women. It will make people feel that no one in the world is willing to be bad for her.
However, this woman. I just can't get what she has been looking forward to.
Facing it might not be so bad.
Lonely, not necessarily unhappy.
Get, not necessarily long.
Lost, not necessarily no longer have.
Don't fall in love because of loneliness, don't be lonely for a lifetime.
ear. No noise.
eye. No fun.
mouth. in silence.
Will you suddenly appear in the coffee shop on the corner?
I will smile with you, and you will be cold.
Not to say that in the past, just chilling,
Say to you, just say one,
long time no see…
If the truth is a kind of injury, choose a lie.
If the lie is an injury, choose silence.
If silence is an injury, please choose to leave.
When I was a teenager, I liked it crazy and took me these three words.
Now, I will never let anyone take me away.
I learned and walked by myself.
The carousel is the most cruel game.
Chasing each other but having an eternal distance
Memory is a form of meeting, forgetting is a form of freedom
Always in the long dreams, do not want to perform in the reality of life.
Whether such a dream is too cold and cruel.
It is dangerous to see how dangerous the world is.
Such as the erratic weather.
No maps. We have been stumped all the way, igniting hope all the way to find the answer.
How happy the past is, how long the regrets of the world are.
Love, I am lucky. No, my life, that's all. Slightly recite a love story, write a love painting, bloom a love flower, cover a piece of blue tile, drink a cup of tea, study a bowl of blue sand, roll up a veil, see the crescent moon, love like ink blue and white, He Fear of the moment Fanghua.